i can sympathize with the emotional side of things and the effect it undoubtedly had on you. A mixture of pure uncontrollable emotion and possibly confusion and most certainly a million and one questions came to mind leaving you with not much but left to wonder.
i remember hearing from a friend that she saw my sister brenda the day previous. when i tried to correcr her and tell her i only had a cousin brenda she argued till i ran home to ask my mother about it...i came to find out my mother had died and i was the youngest of 9 children
i was 6 then....im now 41 and it still affects me to this day.
my advice is to take it all one day at a time.take time to breath. keep an open mind and enjoy the ups and downs. these things take time to figure out but happen for a reason.
Edited by CanadianAces (Wednesday, April 22, 2015 @ 23:01 GMT)