I am not sure what you are asking here since it is also maybe non of my business, but what the hell are you trying to say/ask?
You have the same problem I have, we translate sentences literately from our language, so the way you build up sentences get all messy and leads to misunderstandings. You need to read more books, I don't read a lot, that's why my English is so crooked, watching disgusting hollywood movies or listening RnBHipPOP also doesn't work!
