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BLOG: Poker Tips, Bankroll Management and More (PART 39)

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Blog post published on 29 January 2015, written by Ronin`s Renegade Blog.
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Leonard E. Spencer "Ronin Harper" from Canada born in 1968

Welcome mobsters, if you are reading this blog for the very first time, I thank you for your initial interest. I think that if you give it a little time, you will find something that will peak your interest.

I need something to believe in.
I have been trying to write something, anything for two weeks now. I find myself in a very dark place in my personal life. "Honor", it would seem is a word and concept that most people have forgotten the meaning of entirely.

Trusted friends have proven themselves undeserving of my trust and friendship.

Poker and the BRM calendar game have been the only somewhat decent things in my life over the last week. I have not even been able to find it in me to try and fake being happy to leave messages on the BRM Forums.
Today life has been somewhat better. It is hard for it not to have been better then yesterday when a medication mishap cause my tremendous humiliation and embarrassment with my new personal care worker Valerie.

It was only our third day together and what a nightmare it proved to be for us both. In truth I think I was a lot more upset by the event then she was, but I still feel humiliated.

I have been playing so free rolls on pokerstars and to my surprise have actually built up a small bankroll and might start trying to grind away at the 0.01/0.02 NL tables again.

Sorry but I got to cut this post short now
Wishing you all the best
be cool.


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5 comments on "Poker Tips, Bankroll Management and More (PART 39)"

 doubletop77730/01/2015 10:53:11 GMT
You seem to be in a dark place at the moment and i really hope that things can start picking up for you and you can get some happiness back into your life. I look forward to your next blog and i really hope things improve for you
 jeffaboy30/01/2015 13:15:30 GMT
Things seem to go pretty bad for you man i really hope things will change for the better for you Sad keep your head up & keep on going!
 12umbre02/02/2015 13:01:33 GMT
Honor my friend....u must search for it inside you for you and i hope u will be glad after this one....u have my respect and my honor because u haved the courage to wright what u feel
 bowie198406/02/2015 20:25:11 GMT
Bad times comes and go. It's always cyclical. You shouldn't overthink your current state of mind it will all go away when you will be through this. Also, try playing less poker or don't make it all that serious. Winning some cash always good, but if you could try and find a simpler hobby which could make you more happy then maybe your feels wouldn't gravitate towards these dark places all the time.
 bowie198420/02/2015 22:27:05 GMT
Hey, Ronin where have you been? Are you alright?
Give us an update or two about your wellbeing please - we aren't used to go three weeks between your blogposts, so something must have happened...
Write anything, I don't care just let us know how are you. You wasn't logged in since 17 days!

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